SHOTGUN!

Motion sick- Around and around in a circle trying to decide what I'm going to do. Back and fourth back and fourth and pretty much blind, not knowing where I'm going or at right now...

So, after talking to Mr. Bucher today, I'm still kind of stuck on where I want to go to school. When I asked him, he just said, "Well, what makes your heart sing?" I wanted to say the art does, but i said, "I dont know." Something deep down tells me that even though I love art and it makes me happy, I'm not supposed to go down that road. But thats only some or most days. Other days the art and the Academy of Art University in San Francisco is really calling to me, it's SCREAMING out to me. But then again, the University of Pacific also calls, but literally. [haha?]

After talking to him, kind of still in the same position I was in before talking to Mr. Bucher, I just sat, and cried. Deciding your freakin' future right now freakin' sucks. Maybe not to some people where their parents have their whole lives set out already, but people like me...no too great. NOT THAT I'M NOT THANKFUL FOR THIS FREEDOM. Why couldn't I just become a darn astronaut. you say, "Yeah, Alex! Why don't you just become a darn astronaut???!!?".......... Sorry, I get motion sick.


So, the other choice was FLIP A COIN!! [[oh boy]]
I'M GOING TO LEAVE IT TO A COIN TO DECIDE WHERE I GO IN LIFE!?!
[might as well go to the "magic eraser" that gives you answers to government quizzes..(inside joke w/ rebecca choi)]

ANYWAYS!
I think I might be leaning more towards Pacific. I am going to take lead in my life, even though it is hard and I think it would be easier if I had some people telling me what to do, BUT ONE THING!!!! DON'T BE SPLIT OPINIONED, THAT GETS ME NOWHERE. So I'm hoping up front in my car ride [of life--(weird)] and I hope I won't get sick or get "my driver" lost. [siiike--we won't get lost] TRUST TRUST TRUST.







Gotta do what motion sick-getting people do when they are motion sick.
Stop the ride, drink some water, eat a cracker or two, and sit up front.
[TAKE IT LIKE A wo-MAN!]



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AlexxJang